breakfast dates and changing focus.

phases. seasons. chapters.

coffee.

today is early morning. shopping. dorky older brothers. (thankyou). BFF + Famous canadian friend. Pancakes. Bananas. Strawberries.
BIG Emails. CDs. D-Dawg.. Walmer Castle. Patricia reunion. Cinema....
Adventure.

only a couple of days till Alisha flies to Israel... And I go to faithcamp the next morning...
busy busy busy.

So exciting.

Life is exciting.

I love breakthrough that happens when you least expect it.
When you most want it.

The Starbucks Race = GENIUS!
Sorrell, that definately needs to happen more randomly, more often!

too much of anything is bad for you.
I should finish that song sometime.

you know what?
sometimes...
sometimes life is ridiculously hard.
And sometimes it's really easy to either try to be fun. and funny. and happy. and "ok"
or
to be really down... and focus on all the rubbish... and be saturated in despair and the hopelessness of it all...
but
more and more
I'm discovering the actual reality
of
setting the course of my emotions/feelings/life
by choosing what kind of stuff to focus on...
I think I've probably blogged on it before.
It's such a huge issue...
I just started reading "Battlefield of The Mind" by Joyce Meyer
and it's incredible...
I highly recommend it.
So many truths...

It's interesting to me how it's so much easier to believe lies... and to listen to negativity...
when truth is so much more freeing!
why is it SUCH a battle?

I guess it's character building or something... to learn when to fight, when to stand... when to rest... when to speak... when not to... when to move on... when to move out... when to stay... when to walk away... when to face the...whatever stuff...

my brain is such a full up overflowing thing right now.

im learning.
always learning.

boys are weird.

so are flies... Did you know that flies bite?! One landed on me and bit my arm!
so funny!

Freedom Begins.

Beauty is as beauty does.

i wanna be beautiful on the inside.
i want to carry a spirit of humility and excellence in every area...
i dislike the inconsistancies within me.
having a ministry and calling on my life is all very well...
but it's nothing without good character...

God... make me like you! Make me authentic... and free... help me choose freedom and walk out in truth EVERY day...
You are all I need. You are all that matters...
"let my lifesong sing to you"
not just the chorus part... the WHOLE song...
All I want my life to do is bring glory to You...

lightbulbs and skinny jeans

isle of wight. wales. bristol. bath. london. kent.
darn it... i didn't make it to 7 yet...

it was So good to go to church today...
I don't think i realised how much i miss seeing people regularly...
Freya was so freaking cute... and she came to pick me up from junior gym... well, she came to say hi at the end... not pick me up... but it was cute.

God is good.
i love that.

I love lightbulb revelations.

And when i dont NEED anyone...
when i get little glimpses of being fully content in Him...
i need to get better at letting Him love me... consistantly.

1200 miles in under 2 weeks... not bad.

bible college interview in the morning. and then a brunch date with my canadian buddies.
=)

finishing vocals in the studio on weds...
i can feel my throat trying to be sore... NOT ok.
I think it's time for that pattern to be broken.
i will Not get sick.

I didn't quite realise that skinny jeans would cause such a stir...
i literally blushed.
yes... tasha mccoy has worn skinny jeans 3 times in a week! (and only got bullied into it the first time...)
It's only taken 5 1/2 months =P

i love Life Church.
genuinely.

and i'm excited for the stuff that God's doing.

Faith camp and youth camp son.
Hardcore...
I've never staffed anything like that before... not in this country, anyways...

I better get my prank on!

i have another gig on saturday... =)
I have to learn some songs this week...

I really miss double dates with my BFF.
and Ben.
And Jerry.
(sorry Justin =p)

i hate trying to find a "right time."

gosh.

movie marathon.

peeling back... nice.

stop. wait. LISTEN.

little sprout

pretty much it was exactly how i thought it would be.

i got a epic tan lines.

and a LOT of mail when i got home.
monday shall be busy sorting it all out.

fishing help from across the ocean. what a superstar indeed...

i guess im out of the crew then...
ha.
well, I'm ok with that =)

SO weird that you recognised her from facebook! I'm glad you said hi...
Wacky!

i am SO ready for bed.

gotta be at children's church for 9:30 tomorrow.
I'm excited to be with the kids again!
I love them!

My life constantly hangs in the balance,
but I will not stop obeying your instructions.
(psalm 119:109)

deeeeeeear wisdom teeth
why must you keep changing your mind?! just decide whether to grow or not!
love tash.

i only went tanning on the beach for one day... i don't think i could cope with being out in the sun every day!

i love skype.
and i love my friends... i just wish they didn't live so freaking far away!

Life is weird.
God is all that make sense.
Literally nothing else does.

"you're acting kinda shady, quit calling me baby"

im so tired.
where does time fly to?!

i suppose it's time for bed... if i go now I have time to journal before going to sleep...
peace out bean sprout...

oh... i kinda miss the little sprout...
:P