black and blue relevancy

tonight's one of those nights where so much has happened... that words aren't quite sufficient...
God did such a deep work in my heart that i don't think i even know what happened!
After church the visiting pastor prayed for me and it was SO spot on and relevent...
i love that.

i saw the answer to prayer.
across the hall.

i love that.

p.s answer your phone! You said we should talk... so i was planning on calling until you randomly pick up. but yeah... maybe you should just let me know when's good.

when she told me that it was just hard not knowing where she stood with that other person...
i knew exactly what she meant.

because i want to be loved, this is what i do.

you know those days when you don't quite want to be on your own... but you don't really want to be with anyone else?

she told me thankyou for not giving up on her.
i told her i wouldn't.
i won't.
precious hearts need love...without condition.
so i don't care if you're rude to me every time we see eachother... i see past that, darling girl...
i see that you're just trying to find God... to find truth... to find yourself...
i just love you!

It's alisha's last night here... She's finishing up packing...
ready for our last roadtrip...
to the airport...

for the first time in 2 years i actually kind of care that i don't have credit.

goodnight sleeptight
don't let the bedbugs bite.
if they do
grab a shoe
and beat them till they're black and blue.